Re-entry has been a bit rough. I love my life and the people in it and the places I get to live it - it’s just when your heart has had a major jolt - your life is changed on the inside but on the outside, everything looks the same.
I’m never sure what to do with re-entry feelings and this time it seems a bit more dramatic. It may be that there were many new heart connections made and we all came home together with the same jolt, and now the process begins of how to use it before we lose it.
It would be sad to have major heart surgery and go back to sitting on the same couch and eating donuts.
My prayer is that God uses the heart changes -the jolt- to bring changes to the outside that match the feelings on the inside.
The inside feelings are not feelings of wanting a better religion with more rules but a better understanding of who God is; to live in a closer relationship with Him and His body as we all fit together. I pray we live with greater LOVE and FREEDOM with power and purpose!
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